3 reasons why:
-My thoughts are so layered with: emotions, past, present, and future thoughts, thoughts from other people, thoughts from books, thoughts from websites, and then of course there are the thoughts that are constantly processing those thoughts and other thoughts that have sparked from the above thoughts... I could go on. The point is, I think a lot and sometimes too much.
-I literally think I've cried everyday for the past month. Somedays its like a little cry or a choked up tear, and other day its like a full out weep fest, but either way, the tear ducts have developed and I am my mother. (By the way i'm not depressed! I think bullet 1 just sparks bullet 2)
-Sometimes I feel like i'm being cut into by something outside of me... maybe God... maybe a conversation... maybe something I read... and other times I feel like I have these natural cuts going on that I wasn't even aware of but as each layer comes back, I see the natural pieces fall (this point might be a little too abstract, but i'm leaving it there)
hmmm
ReplyDeleteIt's okay to think, a lot. We need that in order to process everything that's happening. Love you long time.
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